We’re A Nation Of Cowards

Update: Early this morning, in a gay nightclub in Orlando called Pulse, a shooter (I won’t say his name) killed 50 people and wounded 53. The shooter’s father said the shooter became enraged when he saw two men kissing on the street.

This is the worst mass shooting (in terms of numbers of dead) in US history. The shooter used an AR-15, a type of assault rifle also used in Newtown and Aurora. We do not know how to keep this type of weapon out of the wrong hands, however, as Congress has rejected an amendment that would have repealed a ban on conducting research into the causes of the gun violence epidemic.

We need to act. We need to hold our elected officials accountable. We need policy, not just prayers.

Here is a link from the Huffington Post on contacting your representatives: “An Easy Guide to Contacting Your Elected Representative About Gun Control.”

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Original Post:

About two weeks ago, my husband and I were casually chatting with our daughter. Out of the blue, she said, “Mom, you know how sometimes I hug you for an extra-long time in the morning and kind of seem like I don’t want to go to school? That’s because I’m wondering if today’s the day there will be a shooter in my classroom.”

She told me she and her best friend even have a bucket list, just in case they get shot at school.

She’s 12.

About a week later, on Friday, October 1, 2015, a gunman killed nine people and wounded nine others at Umpqua Community College, about 70 miles from where we live.

On Monday, a bomb and shooting threat was received at Rogue Community College, in our town. The campus was shut down and schools in our county were either locked-in or had extra police officers.

Last night, a note containing unspecified threats was found at Southern Oregon University, about 40 miles from us, prompting officials to close the campus.

I just don’t know what to say. Over the last few days, in person and on Facebook, I’ve had conversations with those who (like me) favor gun control and with those who don’t.

Those who would like to see more regulations are frustrated. We keep having the same conversations: why not? Why not put commonsense gun laws in place?

Those who oppose gun regulations are also frustrated. Our conversations go something like this:

I say there are too many guns. They parrot Wayne LaPierre of the NRA and say the only way to stop a bad guy with a gun is a good guy with a gun. (Ignoring that the police can’t possibly tell the difference between the two when entering an active shooter situation.)

I say we need better gun laws. They say that won’t work because criminals don’t obey laws. (Ignoring the obvious slippery slope—if the lawless won’t obey laws, why do we have laws about theft, or murder, or drunk driving?)

They say we don’t need gun control, we need mental health. I nod and say, sure, let’s have better mental health.

I say over 90% of Americans agree we need better background checks for gun purchases. They say that it’s a slippery slope to abolishing the second amendment.

The same conversation. Each time.

And now I feel like a massive raw nerve, shaking with anger and confusion and fear.

I want to kick and scream and yell into the universe, “WHY? WHY NOT AT LEAST START SOMEWHERE?”

Why can’t we start having better background checks? Start improving mental health access? Embrace logic and reason and empathy when we’re discussing guns and gun control? At least start and see if it works. See if we end up with fewer dead kids.

The sad, disillusioned core of me knows the answer. We can’t do these things because of the NRA.

The NRA has carefully crafted an environment of paranoia that makes people think  having armed teachers in the classroom is a viable solution to gun deaths.

The NRA has purchased enough elected representatives that Congress recently extended a ban on research to even find out what forms of gun control work best.

The NRA has created a dystopian society in which it can produce a cartoon for kids, warning them to stay away from all of the guns lying around. You know, because it’s the grown-ups’ constitutional right to leave guns lying around.

And gun manufacturers just keep churning out more guns, more profits, more death.

I want to yell and scream and shout and holler, but I’m scared nobody will listen. Because I’m just a mom. Everybody expects parents to get all hysterical about their babies being in danger. It’s not like I’m a politician or a lobbyist or somebody important.

To be honest, writing this scares me. I’m afraid of voicing my opinions. I’m afraid of the scorn and ridicule of even my own friends and family, those people I love but disagree with.

But we’re a nation of cowards. America has been afraid of the NRA and gun manufacturers for too long. We need to demand accountability from our politicians. We need common-sense gun control, and we need research and respectful debate about how to balance constitutional rights with the rights of our children to grow and thrive in safety.

What kind of world do we live in that we can even think about debating whether a teacher should have a gun in the classroom? In which Congress would actually BAN research on reducing gun deaths? In which 5-year-olds regularly have “dangerous intruder” drills? This is complete fucking insanity.

I just don’t know what to do or say to my kids. We’ve left them such a mess.

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10 responses to “We’re A Nation Of Cowards

  1. David

    I wax and wane on Internet debates…I get mad, argue, piss people off–then get fed up, shrug, lie low…then get dragged back in because I %^%^%* can’t stand the horseshit I’m seeing…but I understand the concept of cowardice. Sometimes I see some nonsensical crap–on this or other things–and I go, “He’s a nice guy,” or “I don’t feel like pissing her off today”–some inexplicable timorousness takes hold.. Would I have been wasting my time if I’d responded? Maybe. It certainly seems like pissing into the wind sometimes–but sometimes you see some light. ..I have a very very good friend, a conservative, who had been posting some of the usual “If we just armed all the teachers (etc.)” kind of stuff…but today, she shared the “lookforthejoy” WordPress piece from that lady in Roseburg–the one I just shared today on my timeline… with the comment that she (my friend) was not an Obama supporter, but that this had given her pause…. and so I paused, and thanked her… I think that we have to give credit to the good faith and good will of the people with whom we disagree, and politely engage with them. I can’t promise to always have the energy or courage to do so, but in principle, the Republic–and our grandchildren–require this of us.

    • I agree, David. Sometimes it’s just a sucky time to engage people, and sometimes I just don’t have the energy or patience. When I mentioned cowardice in this post, I meant in a larger scale: we need the courage to take on the NRA, to point out its (really rather flagrant) manipulation of the national conversation. We need to have the courage to hold politicians accountable, to demand that they answer to us rather than to the lobbyists.

  2. This was so excellent. It perfectly articulated my feelings, except that I’m “fortunate” enough not to have children wondering if they’ll live through high school. And oddly, it left me with a sense of resolution: OK, now I know all my feelings and the excuses for no action and the whole steaming pile — so it’s time to do *something*. Give money (easy), call, write letters, start on-line petitions. Today, I can do something.

    Hugs & blessings Susan

    If I am tempted to worry about tomorrow’s concerns, I will gently bring my mind back to today. Courage to Change #10

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  3. Anna

    My children have the added fear that their mother works at a community college and it is part of my job to work with the students who are exhibiting the concerning behaviors that are often a precursor to bigger problems.

    Your writing is heartfelt and speaks to the experience of so many of us. I would like to add that our cowardice is deeper than that of our elected officials lack of willingness to act. The plain fact that so many people simply turn their head and walk on by when they see small injustices in the world is a problem too. Don’t get me wrong, I wholeheartedly support everything you wrote in your blog, but I believe we need to make a commitment to our children, our communities, and all of humanity to show small acts of courage everyday by interrupting what seem like smaller transgressions. We have lost our will to hold people accountable. We explain away behaviors. This starts at a very young age. We have accepted that there are portions of our society that are so marginalized that it is acceptable to “throw them away” – to make them invisible.

    So what do we do? In addition to lobbying our elected officials we need to bring it right on home to our very own sphere of influence. We interrupt the bully – whether it is a child on a playground, a parent in a grocery store, or a colleague at work. We look for ways to engage the marginalized folks and make them feel valued in their community. We turn off the TV, disconnect from our phones and computers and talk to each other. We teach compassion and forgiveness. We demonstrate and specifically teach empathy. We set boundaries and limits and hold people (big and small) accountable for their actions.

    I know who I am talking to here and I know I am preaching to the choir. Good for you for writing Jennifer! And thanks for reading mine.

    • I hear you, Anna. These tragic events don’t happen in a vacuum. In addition to working on commonsense gun laws, we can work to create and foster a more caring society.

  4. Tony Marsh

    Good stuff, Jennifer. I’m a Caveman (grew up in Grants Pass) based in Los Angeles. I shared your article in a long discussion we were having on my Facebook page yesterday. My original post was quite similar to yours, although not nearly as lengthy…

  5. Ed. Zimmerman, Jr.

    Look into on line schooling. Many are free. It will cut down on risk to your child, less traffic on the roads. more concentration on your child. There are drawbacks. They are trying to resolve the problems. We had math that was not practical and too complicated for today’s usage. We had “councilors” and teachers who lacked compassion, and breakdowns in communication such as results of tests, submissions of assignments, telling us that our child would have more family time when in fact they have less. Still, it does have its good points and I am sure this is the wave of the future.

  6. I agree 100%. The whole gun thing in America is INSANE.

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